I do not know if Sandra inflicted this upon herself or not but I do know that we all at least know one person that is depressed or that has committed suicide or has indirectly killed themselves through substance abuse due to the affects of post traumatic stress disorder. Why is this family? Can we help? Are we missing the point by focusing on what we don't know? Is there an opportunity to help those that are still ALIVE!! If you are reading this, I love you!! You mean the world to me. You are not your past. You can be who you want to be. Just find out who that is. Hug yourself tight! Love yourself FIRST!! Do not believe the negative words against you from others or yourself! Tell that negative spirit to GO AWAY!!! It is not real! Love is real!!! Love is right!! Pray and ask for life and that you receive it abundantly!!! 🙏🏾 There are levels in life but at the core of it all is your spirit!!! Turn off the tv, the radio, the drugs, the substances, the voices and go take a walk. Sit in #nature, listen the the wind and see how the trees come up from the ground into the air.... Life will speak to you and will continue to speak to you in many ways. As long as you want life! Amen!